tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-73542485193856459162011-04-22T00:55:11.996+07:00sometimes we must believe that God want us to meet so many wrong person before we meet the right one xxx _babemu_ RLrischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.comBlogger301100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-48984960952854608712009-03-30T09:39:00.000+07:002009-03-30T09:41:07.174+07:00akhirnya...balik jg d semarang...<br />seneng...feeling guilty juga...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-4898496095285460871?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-76471798315483127772009-03-28T09:03:00.002+07:002009-03-28T09:05:47.374+07:00berapa hari di Singapore gak terlalu berkesan akan tetapi...setelah menemukan my fave brand Guess dgn harga muiring 'sumpe lo asli bin original dijamin' diriku pun jadi tergila2...dan...TIDAK MAU PULANG...!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-7647179831548312777?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-15420696344526146962009-03-25T13:24:00.002+07:002009-03-25T14:06:51.469+07:00sore ni mw berangkat k Singapore bersama si Pasangan Hidupku.mau perpanjang kitasnya n cek up.<br />sebenernya nih...gak terlalu excited bgt mw kesana,secara luar negri bo...!biarpun cm Singapore.tp kan baru pertama kali kesana juga.tetapi...karna bepergiannya bersama pasangan tercinta jadi berasanya hepi aja meskipun yach,gak terlalu tertarik.<br />udah nyiapin apa2 aja yg mau dibeli,shopping,parfume,oleh2 buat si beuty n cutie dan gak lupa my lovely family.<br />...<br />-lovelybabe-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-1542069634452614696?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-76678763230279723712009-03-19T17:52:00.002+07:002009-03-19T17:55:54.205+07:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-7667876323027972371?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-50078613678457391232009-02-22T18:22:00.002+07:002009-02-22T18:34:07.015+07:00yups,itu kata Cintaku yg baru2 ini kena sindrom sakit,ada ambeien,pusing,batu ginjal dll sampe dia ketakutan kalo kena kanker.akhirnya dia memutuskan untuk hidup sehat,makan sehat,pokoknya healthy bgt.aku sih fine2 aja,krn jg mau dia sehat n nggak setiap hari sambat badan sakit mulu.tadi mulai belanja smua yg healthy,aku ganti minyak goreng dgn olive oil juga.bikin list untuk masak setiap hari,cari resep masak sehat di internet dll.aku mulai membatasi yg dia makan,kalo dia mulai makan yg jelek maka aku yg cerewet ngingetin.dan repotnya skrg aku nggak bs makan enak lg,smua my fave food such as bakso,gorengan,fast food etc krn dia gak akan ngebiarin aku makan smua itu,aduh senjata makan tuan dong!!!tolong!!!<br />yes,meski ga enak tp aku menghormati jg keinginan dia.gimanapun itu salah satu cara utk keep healthy in our life n kesehatan sangat mahal harganya.<br />babe xxx<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-5007861367845739123?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-25137801510002255572009-02-20T18:17:00.002+07:002009-02-20T19:22:51.839+07:00hari ini adik dr kakekku meninggal,rumahnya persis didepan rumah mamaku.sewaktu ibu2 tetanggaku lewat melayat,aku melihat mereka berbisik2 sewaktu melihatku,aku merasa ditelanjangi..beberapa waktu yg lalu ada tetanggaku yg bertanya apakah pacarku Bule,aku jawab tidak.dan sekarang mereka melihatku dgn pandangan najis.seakan dimata mereka aku hanyalah lonte yg cari uang dr bule.parti gossip tentang aku yg jadi pacar bule udah tersebar dimana-mana,aku kasihan pada keluargaku,apakah mereka tau bahwa keluarga kami sudah jd sasaran empuk para ibu2penikmat gossip di kampung kami.<br />Apa yg salah dr hubunganku dgn bule??apa bedanya pacaran dgn bule atau jawa?aku pacaran dgn Nick krn cinta,bukan krn aku lonte yg cari bule...aku nggak akan mau hidup dgn begitu bnyk lika liku bersamanya sprt ini.tp aku ikhlas menjalaninya,krn aku sangat mencintainya.aku nggak pernah lihat dr uang yg Nick kasih buatku,itu bnyk n i have to be thankful,dia bantu aku dan keluargaku untuk our nice life.tp aku tdk pernah peduli itu,aku cinta padanya n aku mau hidup bersamanya apa adanya,<br />knp orang2 pikir semua cewek yg pacaran dgn bule pasti cewek nakal?cuma aku da Nick yg mengerti bahwa kami bersama krn cinta.because we love each other. xxx<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-2513780151000225557?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-56003109347048558532009-02-09T09:50:00.002+07:002009-02-09T10:08:15.256+07:00hari ini,entah mengapa aku begitu bersedih,dimulai dr kepergianku utk Kkn disebuah desa yg jauh untuk 1 bulan,aku td tau mau bicara apa,aku nggak tau harus bgaimana,kekhawatiranku akan kekasihku yg pasti berpaling bila aku tak ada,meskipun dia sering melakukan itu dibelakang ataupun terang2an didepanku.aku khawatir,takut dia melakukannya lagi tp dia pasti melakukannya,seperti biasa.<br />aku tdk mengerti apa dan untuk apa artiku dimatanya mgkn jg dihatinya.bukankah dalam percintaan itu dibutuhkan kesetiaan dan kepercayaan,tp disini itu udah nggak ada lg,cuma ada cinta yg kosong.yg cuma ada tangisan n paksaan utk bertahan.meski mungkin sungguh tak mampu.tp tetap dipaksakan utk menjaga perasaan org lain,tp tetap saja tdk ada yg peduli dgn perasaanku.tdk ada satupun yg mengerti,biarpun susah payah kujelaskan.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-5600310934704855853?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-70388082579954686562009-02-02T20:41:00.002+07:002009-02-02T21:04:20.229+07:00# kau Penghianat Cinta.......!!!!<br /># kuingin marah,melampiaskan,tapi ku hanyalah sendiri disini,ingin kusampaikan pada siapa saja bahwa hatiku Kecewa....<br /># love n hate r so close...<br /># telah aku maafkan semua kesalahanmu,asal kau mau berjanji tidak mengulangnya lagi,telah aku terima sakitnya dihianati,sedalam cintaku ini,selama hidupku ini...<br /># sebagai kekasih yg tak dianggap aku hanya bisa mencoba bertahan,suatu saat kau kan berubah...<br /># apa yang terjadi terjadilah,yg dia tahu Tuhan penyayang umatNya..<br /># satu pasangan tak cukup,dua simpanan juga tak cukup,emang dasar...kamu baj***an<br /># aku hancur,kuterluka namun engkaulah nafasku,kau cintaku meski aku bukan dibenakmu lagi dan kuberuntung sempat memilikimu...<br /># and i know that he know i'm unfaithful n its kill him inside to know that i'm happy with some of the guy...i can see him dying...<br /># cintaku padamu begitu besar namun kau tak pernah bisa merasakan,meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan ku ikhlas tuk bertahan,kau meninggalkanku tanpa perasaan hingga kujatuhkan airmata,kekecawaanku sungguh tak berarah biarkan kuharus bertahan...!!!!<br /># sumpah i love u,i need u, i miss u,aku tak bisa musnahkan kamu dari otakku...<br /># i know is u got to give me everything,nothing less coz i give u all of me...<br /># i will flying to ur heart n be with u till the end of time,why r u so far away???now its very hard to me to getting close to u...<br /># SOPO NANDUR MESTI NGUNDUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-7038808257995468656?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-24036880287982977452009-01-22T17:09:00.002+07:002009-01-22T17:26:58.982+07:00pfuihhhh...<br />luama gak ngeblog,<br />bcz i'm a windy person,kalo lg mood bs nulis blog sehari lima kali tp kalo lg sok sibuk kayak gini yah sebulan sekali udah bgs hehehe<br />minggu ini suibuk bgt bu...<br />pergi ke imigrasi buat paspor,ke bank ngurus rekening yg naudzubilah aku dipersulit krn KTPku luar kota.sampe kudu ke bank 4 kali br smua beres.<br />bayar internet tp ternyata yg antri udah 7 org...luamaaa bgt..akhirnya krn diriku tdk sabar pun aku pilih utk meinggalkan alias kabur krn malas ngantri lama...<br />minggu kemaren kita ke jakarta,liat kapal krn lelakiku tercinta berniat beli kapal utk transportasi semarang-jepara.dan akhirnya kita beli satu kapal kecil yg aku suka bgt..<br />besok jumat kita ke jakarta lg utk ngurus kapal itu,perbaikan n kita mau ke pulau seribu...aduh aku ga sabar mau naek laut n belajar nyetir kapal krn thats my interest!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-2403688028798297745?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-45074388983167995862008-12-28T15:44:00.002+07:002008-12-28T15:53:50.667+07:00yippi!!!!!honeymoon ke Bali euy!!<br />kita datang tanggal 24 malam n akan disini sampe tgl 3 january...lama ye??kagak bosen tuh???ah ya.rasanya asik buanget dunks sm pacar holiday ke bali tp masalah pasti mungkin bosan disini krn kalo kita ke bali tu udah bukan sebagai turis lagi tp udah jadi warga Bali krn saking seringnya kesini.padahal aku pengen sekaliiiiiii aja kesini jadi turis,jalan2,shopping,flirting,ooooppppssss!!!!yg itu gak boleh ya hahahaa.secara disini surga dunia bnyk cowok guanteng2 n free for charge hahahaha.tp bojoku udah yg paling ganteng kok meski dia yg paling menyebalkan jg seh...hari2 kita disini diisi dgn berjemur jg muka gw udah jadi kayak org etiophia yg kurus kering item geto hahaha<br />whatever,di Bali tetep aja menyenangkan!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-4507438898316799586?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-83374515317630675232008-12-20T19:43:00.003+07:002008-12-20T19:58:20.560+07:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_wD7HTk6HSc4/SUzrzmxGkLI/AAAAAAAAABo/rqvN-h-4TBk/s1600-h/Picture+041.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281855734811103410" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_wD7HTk6HSc4/SUzrzmxGkLI/AAAAAAAAABo/rqvN-h-4TBk/s320/Picture+041.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>wow lama ga nge blog.dikarnakan notebook baru jadi and aku juga siiiiiiibuk bgt.<br />ada hot news,ternyata aku jadian lagi sm Nick.yep kita pacaran lagi.udah dari hari senin yg lalu si,ga usah diceritain deh coz maluuuuuuu.hehe.akhirnya balikan lg ma cintaku.sueneng pol.kayaknya kehidupanku kembali sprt dulu yg penuh tawa.thanks God.<br />rasanya seneng,nano-nano gt deh krn ada sedihnya jg sih.tp it's ok aku msh bs handle.<br />aku jg punya kenalan baru cewek dari bali yg unik bgt krn stylenya tuh oh my God cupu abis,old fashonable,dangdut star etc. bukannya jadul tp dangdut abis yaaa!!!dia kan tinggal dirumahku sementara dan setiap hari pastii ada aja yg lucu dr fashion dia.so aku ketawa mulu jadinya dirumah hahaha.<br />tp dia annoying jg krn telmi bgt.setiap aku bicara pasti dia nggak mudeng udah berasa aku kayak ngomong ma manusia planet.knp sih ada makhluk kayak gini???please deh...!!!!1</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-8337451531763067523?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-36537366667715710732008-12-16T17:48:00.002+07:002008-12-16T17:59:12.869+07:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_wD7HTk6HSc4/SUeJNA9IbPI/AAAAAAAAABg/DqwR_1K6yBs/s1600-h/nano+nano+050.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5280339944802905330" style="WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_wD7HTk6HSc4/SUeJNA9IbPI/AAAAAAAAABg/DqwR_1K6yBs/s200/nano+nano+050.jpg" border="0" /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_wD7HTk6HSc4/SUeJMwED7yI/AAAAAAAAABY/ScdN_EFB4v0/s1600-h/nano+nano+061.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5280339940268568354" style="WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px" 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hand; HEIGHT: 150px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_wD7HTk6HSc4/SUeJMJe3XnI/AAAAAAAAABI/CtJItK3gD7I/s200/nano+nano+057.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-3653736666771571073?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-63860260706230205902008-12-12T17:51:00.002+07:002008-12-12T18:46:14.506+07:00wow lama gak ngeblog..<br />krn notebook gw msh rusak,udah janjian ma benny bwt betulin tp dia malah kabur...<br />di netcafe lg nih..lama2 gw mo pdkt sm masnya biar dpt diskon he..he.<br />gw mau nulis tentang perasaan..<br />it's about relationship.when u decided to have relationship or pacaran ma seseorang,then u know that u were two different people,u have to fix each other.compromise that differences.but some people are has shallow think,they think when they can't fix each other they have to give up n go away.but actually u can fix that problem,bicara face to face,try to understand and looking for the best solution,tp kalo km udah gak cinta lagi or bosan biasanya langsung dibuang begitu nemuin masalah kecil aja.pffft,sadis but thats life!!<br />pacaran is to fix two different people in a good relationship.<br />but when its should be over,thats means i cant fix you..anymore..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-6386026070623020590?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-3760957654025846702008-12-10T10:30:00.004+07:002008-12-10T10:35:14.051+07:00happy bday,cintaku,Nick Meersschaut 41th.<br />wish u all the best,God bless you.<br />love u xxx<br /><br />NB:photonya nyusul deh.notebook msh rusak,ni gw di netcafe alias warnet he..he..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-376095765402584670?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-63813481270383505602008-12-08T16:50:00.003+07:002008-12-08T17:05:49.818+07:00waaaa,udah dr hari sabtu aku ga bs pake notebook,coz rusak..udah tlp benny buat benerin,tp mgkin minggu ini br bs ketemu..<br />susah ga ada internet jd kayak orang bodoh..hiks..hiks..<br />aku bete bgt..notebookku..sayangku..i can't live without u...please jgn rusak lagi..hidupku hampa..tanpamu..wo..wo..woo..<br />aku mau posting jepara pics di blog tp blm bs,next time aja ya..ni aja di netcafe alias warnet he..he..<br />aku fighting mulu sm Nick..heran deh..putus salah..pacaran salah..trus what can i do????actualy i can't live without him,aku mau dia....cuma dia...oh dasar norak!!!<br />rabu,Stelios mau kesini,nyamperin aku...cie..begaya...!itu orang Yunani.tp aku msh bingung takut sebenernya..krn si Deddy my souulmate,my bestfriend yg orang jakarta itu blg dia kenal stelios n katanya stelios tu bahaya..wah jadi takut dong..niatnya punya pacar baru tp kok masuk sarang penyamun..ga tau deh..liat aja besok..<br />rabu juga Nick ulang tahun ke 41..aku kangen..biasanya kita ngerayain bareng,tp sekarang mgkn aku cm bs kirim ucapan happy bday lewat sms aja..trus taon baru nanti aku sendiri juga..tahun baru kemarin aku party sampai gila sm Nick.pffft..kalo bicara kenangan pasti ga ada habisnya krn cuma ada penyesalan dan ingin mengulangi masa indah itu lagi..if i could then i would..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-6381348127038350560?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-55686930470620193222008-12-05T15:29:00.000+07:002008-12-05T15:30:04.970+07:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-5568693047062019322?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-76829109615267637722008-12-04T11:32:00.002+07:002008-12-04T11:43:15.841+07:00udah 3 hari ini internet gw lambat bgt..ngebuka google aja bs 10min.nyebelin bgt!!!<br />jadi emosi sndr,krn skrg gw lagi keranjingan buka kontak jodoh.. he..he..memalukan!!!udah kayak kagak laku aja.tp mw gmn lg,gw kesepian..gw butuh something new to refresh my mind he..lumayan jg gw dapet ganteng2 tp emang bener bo gw tengsin abis berasa kagak laku..<br />padahal mantan gw tu ganteng loh,ntar deh gw pasang fotonya di blog,gw pamerin he..he..<br />facebook gw skrg penuh cowok2 ganteng tp bule he..he..<br />Nick bilang dia buka blog gw..gw gak pikirin tuh reaksi dia apa..chill ajah!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-7682910961526763772?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-55453912538991501162008-12-03T16:46:00.003+07:002008-12-03T17:10:34.402+07:00libur tlah tiba...<br />kuliah terakhir hari jumat nih sampe selasa krn ada tanggal merah.uh seneng bgt aku planning mau ke jepara...yep aku addict jepara hehe..suka di pantai,liat sunset,nangis..inget nick..duh shallow bgt ya?but thats me..!!<br />gak tau nih aku kok pgn ke jepara lagi..dan lagi..meski kata semua org jepara tu membosankan,sepi gak ada apa-apa.tp kan aku mau merenung,so jepara lah tempatnya,yg perfect buat aku..biasa orang lg broken heart!maunya yg sepi2 ga diganggu orang.<br />aku sms sm someone new,enak sih orangnya.dia baca blogku jg n dia bilang aku missing Nick big time.yeah,he is right.tp aku msh buka kesempatan kok buat orang baru.supaya aku gak sendu2 lg everytime..bosen juga dong nangis mulu n yg diisi di blog kok yg sedih2 mulu.pantesan gak ada yg buka he..he..whatever lah!!<br />prepare dong dr skrg buat holiday in jepara,prepare uang maksudnya.maklum di jepara ga ada sanak sodara tp alhamdulillah ada temen yg mw nampung,lumayan kan ga bayar hotel.thanks Josef he..he..u r friend of mine!!!<br />dasar orang aneh,holiday kok di jepara!gak mutu bgt ya he..he..<br />tp its my way to enjoy my life,forgetting all the prob n keep smilling!!!<br />xxx<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-5545391253899150116?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-44058803746579968482008-12-01T13:25:00.003+07:002008-12-01T13:46:50.628+07:00sayang,<br />aku cuma mau bilang,it's the end of our relationship.yes u're right,i cant give you one thing that u need:a live without fights n trouble.tp apa km msh ingat?dulu kita life without trouble juga,tanpa masalah.it's impossible to live without problem,just the way we can handle,sejauh mana kita bs survive.tp km give up,km tdk punya spirit untuk mencintai dan dicintai.km cuma ingin free,tanpa commitment,tanpa pusing what n what about relationship.aku mengerti,aku selalu mengerti,n aku yg harus mengerti..<br />km udah black list aku dari skypemu,thats means km tdk tdk peduli anything about me lagi.mgkin kita misunderstanding lagi,km ingin teman sm aku,tp maaf aku nggak bisa teman sm km.it's my decision.aku tdk mau being hypocrite,aku tdk mau dekat dgn km lg.krn itu just hurt myself n my pain will kill me sooner or later..aku tdk mau sakit hati lagi.it's more than enough.aku tau km msh ingin baik hati sm aku,msh mau peduli sm aku tp maaf we r very different people.aku tdk bs teman sm someone who i loved.kalo putus i choose untuk pergi jauh..tanpa dengar lg anything about u.aku egoist,stubborn,n strong.yes u're right again.<br />sayang,i love u so much,really do,and always will,nobody or nothing can tear us apart...thanks for everything.u're the best part of my everyday<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-4405880374657996848?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-71433787304398787332008-12-01T08:48:00.001+07:002008-12-01T08:55:29.051+07:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_wD7HTk6HSc4/STNDJk391II/AAAAAAAAAAw/cKToBhZPAFo/s1600-h/nano+nano+012.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5274633420377281666" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_wD7HTk6HSc4/STNDJk391II/AAAAAAAAAAw/cKToBhZPAFo/s320/nano+nano+012.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>happy bday to my lovely brother Adithya.13th.wish u all the best.love u xxx</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-7143378730439878733?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-87557854949633439792008-11-30T14:32:00.000+07:002008-11-30T14:53:13.483+07:00saya tergelitik untuk sdkt mengomentari salah satu teman saya,dia menyebut saya orang yg tdk bs menyimpan rahasia krn sy mengumbar kehidupan pribadi saya lewat media online.well,saya perlu menyampaikan sesuatu..<br />tujuan sy membuat blog ini tak lain dan tak bukan adalah untuk speak my mind,sy memperlakukan blog sy selayaknya diary dimana sy bs share,menulis apapun yg sy mau tulis.selayaknya anda menulis diary,maka nggak ada yg ditutupi,semua apa adanya,tanpa kamuflase.buat apa?saya bukan hypocrite person,sy benci membohongi orang,white lies sekalipun..maka anda akan melihat blog saya seperti diary online.dimana saya menulis semua pemikiran saya,yg terjadi pada saya,kehidupan saya secara gamblang.bahkan saya tdk menggunakan identitas palsu untuk id saya.<br />mohon maaf sebelumnya jika ada tulisan di blog saya yg menyinggung,it's my life and its my way to speak up..pissss<br />toh sy bukan artis,yg blog saya dikunjungi ratusan fans per hari dan cm segelintir orang kok yg post their comment disini.tp sy nggak pernah repot,ada atau tdk yg peduli sm blog saya.sy pede aja nulis tiap hari.tujuan sy bikin blog bukan untuk di posting bnyk orang.<br />so, Pisssss xxx babe RL<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-8755785494963343979?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-51714466561996279072008-11-29T12:35:00.000+07:002008-11-29T13:09:09.957+07:00To let go,it's does'nt mean i stop caring,it just means i can't fix someone else.<br />To let go,is not to cut all connections,but to cut a few here and lengthen a few there...<br />To let go,is not to judge,but to seek understanding and acceptance.<br />To let go,is to stop focusing on something.<br />I wish to change,but its out of my control..<br />To let go is to stop wanting things to be different and to start making them different<br />To let go is not to regret what,was or was'nt or what might have been<br />It's to learn,grow,prepare for the future<br />LOVE XXX RL<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-5171446656199627907?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-91806172758318184012008-11-28T20:11:00.000+07:002008-11-28T20:55:52.083+07:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_wD7HTk6HSc4/SS_2hVG1UbI/AAAAAAAAAAo/Mom7hwJ8-No/s1600-h/nano+nano+033.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5273704741136060850" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_wD7HTk6HSc4/SS_2hVG1UbI/AAAAAAAAAAo/Mom7hwJ8-No/s320/nano+nano+033.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>i went to jepara today,i want to meet my friend josef bcz he offering me to secretary job in his office.i was in jepara with astrid,we arriving jepara on yesterday evening.we sllep in josef house joglo.i'm not take that secretary job bcz its far from semarang n i think its not really good for me.i also met my friend cedric france.i enjoying my day in jepara,i love it,really.i can see the sunset.</div><br /><div>when i see the sunset then i remember Nick,usually i go to jepara with him,always,n now i'm alone...i feel guilty..really..i'm crying,sunset remembering me all the memories.</div><br /><div>i take travel this evening.i was crying in the travel,i listening my favorite song, Sempat Memiliki by Yovie n Nuno:</div><br /><div>Aku hancur,kuterluka..</div><br /><div>Namun engkaulah nafasku</div><br /><div>Kau CINTAKU meski aku bukan dibenakmu lagi</div><br /><div>Dan kuberuntung sempat memilikimu...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>aku menangis disepanjang jalan...apalagi Nick says "no way back" semakin aku mengerti,aku tlah kehilangan dia selamanya...oh my Godness,kapan aku bs melupakan semua ini????aku sudah putus asa,cinta..oh..cinta..</div><div>besok pagi aku mau datang ke kantor Uday,take a look for assistant merchandiser job.hope all ok.malam aku ada appointment dgn Fabian jg krn dia minta aku teach him bahasa.tp blm tau,aku msh tunggu kabar.semoga deal.Cedric n Anthony mau k semarang n mungkin aku pergi dugem sm mereka jg,blm tau..RL</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-9180617275831818401?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-64643178357889670822008-11-27T09:31:00.001+07:002008-11-27T09:38:56.505+07:00today i decide to stop account from Nick also stop all things about him.i will never see him anymore.its hurt...really...but i'm ok..i'm crying.but my life is not stuck in this moment.i have to cure my pain... RL<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-6464317835788967082?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-49829036216949704452008-11-27T06:42:00.000+07:002008-11-27T07:10:24.159+07:00lastnight aku skype with Nick,kita bicara about our relationship.aku bilang aku udah forgive him foll all those things.aku cm mau easy going with my life.nggak mau nangis lagi,nggak mau benci dia lagi,bukankah damai itu indah?bukankah lebih menyenangkan bila bersahabat.but from the bottom of my heart,i dont wanna being his friends,pilihanku bila tdk bs memilikinya itu artinya aku tdk bisa jadi sahabatnya.tp aku tdk mengatakannya,perlahan tp pasti aku akan menjauhinya krn i dont wanna hurt myself anymore.krn aku bukan hypocrite.<br />Dia tdk mengerti sakit hatiku dicampakkannya,dia tdk mengerti betapa aku harus trying very very very hard to survive in this situation,dia tdk mengerti sama sekali.aku tdk tau knp kami bs putus bcz that shits,but maybe thats only a reason bcz he was getting bored with me n looking for something new,i dunno...at all.actually i'm tired to talking about my relatinship,really..i just want to happily ever after with him..as a married person,but i know its imposible since i know that he was lying about his marriage,oh i'm still stupid to believe in a 41 years old belgium guy.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-4982903621694970445?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-62459909217985351092008-11-26T12:47:00.000+07:002008-11-26T13:45:46.584+07:00celaka.....bgt td malam i left my flaskdisc di tempat rental...krn aku harus print paperku,kan aku nggak punya print,hiks..hiks...piye wes kalo flash discnya dibuka masnya trus di copy private picture ku?trus bulan depan udah wara wiri di internet...waaaaaaa!!!what a mess!!!ooppss aku gak boleh berprasangka.semoga aja flash discku ga diapa2in sm masnya.amin....<br />Ternyata msh ada weekly transfer dr nick yg masuk k my account hari ini.n i paid my internet account today.msh aja no communication between me n him,no call,no sms since we putus,aku kangen dia tp i'm ok..<br />Ada rencana ke jepara ke tempat josef krn dia nawarin aku kerja jd sekretaris di furniture.aku msh blm decide.krn msh pikir panjang.<br />Thanks God when i am down like this i have many friends who supporting me.i did'nt feel lonely anymore.teryata aku adalah orang yg sangat beruntung.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-6245990921798535109?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-24008305056983609232008-11-25T16:08:00.000+07:002008-11-25T16:34:11.327+07:00aku looking for job...aku tanya teman2ku yg mgkin mau memperkerjakan aku tp ternyata...susahhh!!!dulu Irwan pernah nawarin untuk kerja d tempat diajadi translator bosnya yg orang austria tp begitu skrg aku menagih eh si Irwan malah kabur hehe..piye to...trus ada juga si Uday yg nawarin kerja d pabrik garmen dia jadi merchandiser.aku disuruh ke kantornya besok sabtu.tp the problem is i dunno what the merchandiser is,so skrg aku lg nyari info apakah itu...kalo kerjaan ini spending my time ya gak aku ambil krn aku msh mau kuliah dgn baik dan benar loh...aku cuma mau kerja part time aja,guide n translator is the perfect one!!nyari kerjaan kok milih hehe...tp aku cuma interest with that job.<br />Nick kirim skype sm aku,isinya "good to hear that u ok" ya aku balas "i'm always ok"<br />Nick udah stop weekly transfer to my account.aku semakin merana.yep he should stop coz i'm not his gf anymore.biasanya hari ini ada uang di atmku tp skrg gak ada yowes gpp.aku gak boleh spoiled lg.i have to survive in this situation.i'm ok.kemarin2 aku tdk bs save my money,aku suka ke salon,jalan2,shopping,coffe break,ke kafe,karaoke etc. yg jelas itu spending my money.sampai tdk ada uang in my account at all.skrg aku baru regret,actually i can save my money coz Nick gave me more than enough,tp ini regrets always coming late.now i have to survive with my family.at least i can spend my whole time with them,one thing that jarang i did b4<br />love xxx RL<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-2400830505698360923?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-18599446975857093832008-11-25T07:17:00.000+07:002008-11-25T07:45:37.548+07:00yep hari ini libur kuliah.aku cuman dirumah aja ga ngapa2in paling maen sm my little sister chantika...bosen jg siy krn biasanya libur kyk gini aku sm Nick he2x.bangun tidur aku udah kangen Nick...tp sakit hati jg krn aku mimpi aneh about him n waktu aku bangun bertepatan dgn adzan subuh berkumandang.mimpi yg aneh..sekaligus menyebalkan..yep terkadang meski kita udah memaafkan seseorang tetep aja msh ada sakit hati yg tersisa n gak bs dilupain.forgiven not forgoten gitu kata the corrs,meski memaafkan,perasaan gak rela tu msh aja ada.yeah namanya manusia tempatnya khilaf dan lupa,tp jgn keterusan dunk..he..he..<br />tadi malam aku skype sm orang africa yg aku sndr ga tau sapa dia coz i did'nt share my profile to him.firstly dia nanya my religion ya aku bilang mosleem.trus dia nanya my bf but i told him that i just broke up with belgium guy,then do u know what?dia menceramahiku panjang lebar tentang dosa n taubat!!!!yg dibilang ada benernya,manusia tu ga tau kapan ajal menjemput.dia bilang i have relationship b4 mariage is a sin n i have with non mosleem is double sin,is it???<br />i'm looking for job!!!setelah tdk lagi in a relationship,otomatis aku gak ada pemasukan lg n aku menyesal knp dulu gak pernah pikir utk save my money.skrg baru kerasa kalo gak punya uang sakiiiit bgt...yah thats life,sometimes up and down dan aku udah biasa.lebih tepatnya mencoba untuk biasa krn mau or nggak aku harus lalui krn inilah jalanku skrg.aku udah melobi sdkt2 untuk kerja,udah ada sdkt chance but i'm not sure.ada 2 teman yg nawarin kerja tp aku msh pilih krn sebenernya msh blm ada kepastian dr mereka.dulu waktu putus 2 bulan,aku pernah kerja juga di novotel,di Nunzio Tarantino furniture showroom.tp cm 2 bulan.skrg i'm looking for translation or guide job.krn aku msh perlu nyelesein kuliahku yg terkatung katung diambang kehancuran..i need a job...really...<br />love RL xxx<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-1859944697585709383?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-59716687755801532072008-11-24T18:06:00.000+07:002008-11-24T19:08:31.621+07:00hi..<br />sesuai janjiku,aku mau cerita about my love story yg baru aja kandas minggu lalu<br />start dari mana ya...<br />my eks pacar namanya Nick,dia bule dari belgia(wow he..he..)kita in a relationship in almost 2 years.he is my first boyfriend (i think..)bcz he teach me how to love,caring n he always love me unconditionally.i do love him,so much..he is my everything.dia itu lucu,unprecdictible,bule gila,tp annoying juga (hehe maaf ya sayang).sebenarnya bukan kali ini aja kita putus tp udah berkali-kali n selalu aja balikan,dari yg putus cm brp jam aja,brp hari,seminggu sampe 2bln jg pernah tp selalu aja balikan tp utk kali ini mgkin nggak akan balikan lagi krn aku jg udah desperate bgt.dia hurt me n itu sakit bgt.alasan dia mutusin aku krn katanya aku moody bgt,n itu bikin dia stress then he give up!!aku tau i'm not perfect at all but i did try!!aku selalu coba jadi yg terbaik buat dia tp kalo msh ada sifatku yg nggak bs dia terima ya udah no solution at all.<br />first day break up aku nangis sekencang kencangnya,sampai gila.he hurts me,really.but the second day aku take control,stand up,menghapus my tears n mencoba tersenyum bahkan tertawa krn aku realised my life must go on,i'm a big girl n big girls dont cry (cie..fergie bgt deh!) aku sakit hati tp aku mencoba ikhlas.nggak bs aku pungkiri ini sakit bgt tp nyatanya di hari kedua aku udah mampu bangkit n menata hatiku lagi.kalo diikutin sakit hati yo hawane marah,dendam,ga bs memaafkan etc. tp bukankah org itu harus grow up?n masalah tu malah mendewasakan kita loh,nggak mudah buat aku untuk berpisah dr nick tp aku percaya mgkin skrg memang sgt menyakitkan utk sekarang tp pasti aku percaya aku bisa survive in this situation.<br />aku msh berharap bs kembali sm dia,however,i love him meski dia menyakitiku dgn sangat tp bukankah cinta itu memaafkan?kuncinya cuma ikhlas,accept all with ur sincerely.<br />aku memang nggak perfect n nggak bs jadi yg terbaik buat dia tp aku berusaha dan kalo akhirnya msh aja ada sifatku yg nggak berkenan dihatinya ya itu artinya udah ga ada solusi.jalan terbaik ya putus.daripada we hurt eachother more n more...<br />love xxx RL<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7354248519385645916-5971668775580153207?l=lovelyrischalaura.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>rischa laurahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00572364085573727400noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7354248519385645916.post-3977482800531665792008-11-24T16:08:00.000+07:002008-11-24T16:19:01.434+07:00hi...aku rischa...<br />baru buat blog nih...coba2...didasari oleh diriku yg memang cerewet,bocor,suka sharing n suka bercerita..<br />aku mulai dari apa yaaa...<br />aku mahasiswi...semester akhir in english art n education faculty.lumayan deh englishnya...lumayan norak maksudnya...<br />aku paling interest di photograph,shopping,travelling n adventuring...yah namanya cewek yg disuka ya itu2 aje...aku baru jombl,secara baru putus sm pacarku minggu lalu,padahal kita udah 2 taon bersama,menyakitkan hiks..hiks..hiks..udah deh,di posting berikutnya aku ceritain tentang eks pacarku itu ya...janji...suerrr..<br />hari ini ordinary day,secara ni minggu pertama tanpa pacar...rasanya gmn...gt...ada yg ilang..cieeee...<br />udah dulu ya aku mau kuliah dulu ada kelas lexical...<br />cu xxx RL<div 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